Art By Shilladay

what i wanted to be when i grew up


It all started with a simple question: "What do you want to do when you grow up?" From the moment I could hold a crayon, I knew I wanted to be an artist. I wanted to create, to bring ideas to life, and to share my world through art. But the road for artists isn’t always easy, and when I expressed my passion, my family, understandably, encouraged me to consider more stable career paths. So, I pursued other skills and jobs, but no matter where life took me, I never stopped creating.

Art has been my constant companion—my refuge during tough times, my motivation through challenges. Even as I navigated stable jobs, the reality of life’s struggles, the setbacks and the daily grind, often left me feeling unfulfilled. But through it all, my sketches and doodles were my escape, my way to reconnect with my true passion.

I know my art isn't perfect yet, but that's the beauty of it. Art is a journey. With every piece, I learn more about myself, my style, and the craft. And I’m determined to keep pushing forward, no matter how long it takes.

I don’t stick to any one theme with my art—my brain tends to take me wherever it wants to go. Sometimes it’s a little creepy, a little morbid, with dark undertones, and other times it’s light, whimsical, and fairy-like. You'll find goddesses, mermaids, and all sorts of fantastical creatures in my work, but I tend to lean into themes that feel feminine, dreamy, and a bit magical.

Today, my goal is simple: to make art my full-time reality. The road ahead is long, but I’m excited for the adventure. Along the way, I’ve met so many incredible people—fellow artists, fans, and friends—and I can’t wait to see what the future holds.

Take a look through my creations. Even if you don’t buy anything, your attention and appreciation mean the world. After all, my art deserves to be seen, and so do I.